my mind's gone hazy with this rage ❖

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=CellSpacing,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url(http://i1193.photobucket.com/albums/aa353/periwinklebry/texture02.jpg); width: 500px; height: 500px; border: 2px dashed #6E7B8B][style=font-family: century gothic; font-size: 10px; color: #ff95cd; text-shadow: #000000 1px 1px 1px; padding-right: 5px; float: right;]OCTOBER N!NE[/style] [style=width: 120px; height: 190px; background: #e3e3e3 url(http://i.imgur.com/npYie.jpg); border: solid #ffffff 5px; padding-right: 5px; padding-top: 10px; float: right;] [/style] [style= padding: 3px; margin-left: 9px; font-family: century gothic; text-transform: lowercase; font-style: italic; font-size: 30px; color: #ff95cd; text-shadow: #000000 1px 1px 1px;]what !s th!s sh!t? [/style] [style=width: 350px; height: 400px; padding: 3px; background: #ffffff; margin-left: 9px; opacity: 0.6; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #000000; font-family: Century Gothic; overflow:auto;]A1r!ght, we11, my 1usus just sudden1y dec!des !t wou1d be a great !dea to g!ve me some form of d!ary, when !t !sn't even a d!ary. More 1i!ke a journa1 of some sort. But, anyway, ! guess !'m supposed to wr!te !n th!s or someth!ng, so ! guess !'11 do just that. So, expect some more crap !n here. Or not. ! don't care. ! mean, what am ! even supposed to put !n here? My !nner most thoughts and secrets? Who has those anymore? Ser!ous1y, ! don't understand the po!nt of th!s. How the he11 !s wr!t!ng supposed to he1p me? WHAT THE HE11 !S WRONG W!TH TH!S P!CTURE? Sorry. Not rea11y. Got carr!ed away. Aga!n. ! guess ! just put whatever the fuck ! want !n here, so 1et's just do that. ! guess ! cou1d start w!th how no one seems to 1!ke me, for whatever reasons they have. But ! don't rea11y care. !'m perfect1y f!ne on my own. A1though, ! have been not!c!ng 1ate1y that my 1usus hasn't been 1ook!ng so swe11. !t seems as !f she's gett!ng the wrong shade of b1ue, 1!ke a dark, s!ck1y k!nd. 1ate1y, she's been te11Ing me that ! need to get another hobby, for reasons who knows what. ! wasn't th!nk!ng stra!ght and just random1y b1urted out wr!t!ng. Guess she took that qu!te ser!ous1y and actua11y bought me a notebook to wr!te !n. Hm. Note to se1f: Cobramom takes th!ngs qu!te 1!tera11y. Anyway, ! heard about th!s new game that was just recent1y deve1oped. Not sure by whom, but !t sounds !nterest!ng enough. Maybe ! can buy that game and d!scard th!s stup!d book, and that game cou1d count as my new "hobby." A1though, !'11 bet Cobramom wou1d f!nd !t somewhere amongst my p!iles of 1itter. She can sn!ff out whatever ! even attempt to hide. Best to just keep !t. Who knows? Maybe !'11 f!na11y get a knack for th!s "wr!t!ng th!ng." Unt!1 then, ! guess !'11 just try to f!nd a group of peop1e to p1ay th!s w!th, except fr!end-mak!ng !sn't under my 1!st of th!ngs ! can do. Maybe ! can just beat them !nto p1ay!ng w!th me. Meh, wou1dn't want to ru!n my knuck1es. -- Sv!ero Ste1th oh screw !t, f!rst name on1y[/style] template by lunar of love stamp and back to neverland ! inspired by bryberry @ caution 2.0 !

[SVIERO STELTH]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=CellSpacing,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url(http://i1193.photobucket.com/albums/aa353/periwinklebry/texture02.jpg); width: 500px; height: 500px; border: 2px dashed #6E7B8B][style=font-family: century gothic; font-size: 10px; color: #ff95cd; text-shadow: #000000 1px 1px 1px; padding-right: 5px; float: right;]OCTOBER TH!RTEEN[/style] [style=width: 120px; height: 190px; background: #e3e3e3 url(http://i.imgur.com/npYie.jpg); border: solid #ffffff 5px; padding-right: 5px; padding-top: 10px; float: right;] [/style] [style= padding: 3px; margin-left: 9px; font-family: century gothic; text-transform: lowercase; font-style: italic; font-size: 30px; color: #ff95cd; text-shadow: #000000 1px 1px 1px;]f1ushes and crushes [/style] [style=width: 350px; height: 400px; padding: 3px; background: #ffffff; margin-left: 9px; opacity: 0.6; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: #000000; font-family: Century Gothic; overflow:auto;]So, what day !s !t today? Oh we11, !'11 1ook !t up 1ater. Anyway, another uneventfu1 day, as a1ways, except th!s t!me, ! was ta1k!ng to some peop1e. Humans, !n fact. A few of them, doub1e fact. A few of them seem okay, but the others... we11, 1et's just say they are not as br!ght as the others. The f!rst human ! met was the "MP" person. But, at the same t!me, ! was hav!ng a conversat!on w!th the human "!T." Both of them had some pretty !nterest!ng th!ngs, !T more than the MP. Apparent1y, the !T has f1ushed fee1!ngs for the MP, but to be honest, ! don't see where they base those fee1!ngs from. MP doesn't seem 1!ke the k!nd of person ! wou1d be !nto. Too... not un!nte11!gent, but just too... human? Anyway, ! chatted w!th !T here about many d!fferent top!cs, some of wh!ch she seemed researched about. ! suppose ! am not the f!rst tro11 who has ta1ked to them. MP d!dn't seem a11 that !gnorant e!ther, but when ! ta1ked w!th h!m, he seemed a b!t !ntru!ged by what ! had to say. Perhaps not a11 humans are as bad as ! prev!ous1y thought? Eventua11y, ! dec!ded ! wou1d he1p the human !T's attempts to woo her f1ushed, so we proceeded to have a three-way conversat!on w!th the human MP. ! shou1d probab1y not wr!te the resu1ts of sa!d conversat!on, as !T... we11, 1et's just say she made a foo1 of herse1f. The other th!ng that happened was... ! met another tro11. One who doesn't seem to m!nd my outrageous outbursts. !t amazed me; how coo1 he cou1d keep desp!te the pressure. ! don't th!nk !'11 ever see h!m aga!n, though, as !'m pretty sure he 1!ves qu!te far out. And ! h!gh1y doubt he wou1d want to see me anyway. ! don't seem to have a 1ot of 1uck w!th re1at!onsh!ps, do !? Oh we11; don't need em. -- Sv!ero [/style] template by lunar of love stamp and back to neverland ! inspired by bryberry @ caution 2.0 !